
This month, we are four years into this adoption process. One year to complete all of the initial paperwork, and three years logged in and waiting. It is so amazing to know that we are this close, yet so difficult to look at that sweet face and not be able to go get her yet. It overwhelms me how in love I am so quickly. Although, I know there is a flood of emotion I haven't even begun to let out, too. When I had my boys, as the doctor placed each one of them on my stomach after they were born, I looked into their eyes and was instantly, overwhelmingly in love. I talked to so many people as we waited for this baby. Everyone said that we would know, just know, who our baby was and I believed them. I really did. But still, it caught me by surprise. That flood. That certainty. That overwhelming, instant, forever love. And all I have are five, grainy pictures. It is enough, though. Enough to know. I can't wait to see who this little one is and how she will forever change our family. Make her mark. Grow us. Teach us.
Lisa
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well. (Psalm 139:14 NIV84)
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well. (Psalm 139:14 NIV84)
beautifully written! so thankful to share this short part of the long road that's led to sweet maisey girl......completely amazing!!
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ReplyDeleteMaisey, Your Mommy is so correct with the flood of emotion. As you Aunt I do have to say my heart is so full with the Love I have for you. Uncle Dave is looking down from Heaven with the Biggest Brightest Smile. He was so happy for Your Family when they told us they were going to adapt all those years ago.
ReplyDeleteLisa, so excited for you! Can't wait to watch and read your journey.
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